"She took the name and made it something else. You, you had your whole brain fucked with. Genuine actual brainwashing. Trust that I've got an idea what that's like." Has he ever been able to silence the voice that blames himself anyway? That wants to be blamed? Irrelevant. "How could you still be you while you were under if everything that was you was suppressed? If you never had any choice in the matter or any agency?"