Steve helpfully tilts the notebook so Clint can see what he's doing, though it's not all that interesting. Well done, at least, and he does go back to it pretty quickly.

"There's not actually much there to pry at with Rumlow, besides me being blind and stupid. First few months after I was woke up I didn't cope well and he was willing to go hard in a way that no one who wasn't some kind of psychopath would have been, but it was also about what it took for me to shut down and go to sleep. I'm mostly just... feeling like we're dancing around something, and not even knowing what it is we keep getting close to and backing off from, besides each other." He doesn't like it and he doesn't sound happy.