"If I was gonna die, I'd have done it by now. Can't do it. It's just not part of who I am. Maybe what I do isn't really right or noble, but I'm doing it, because I can do it, and it's going to make a difference. If I ever had to stop..."

Well. If that ever happened, that might be a different story. But it's not the story he's got right now, so.

"Someone else has gotta take me out first, far as I'm concerned. Doesn't mean I'm running headfirst into anything unprepared."