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clint "idk the archer or something" barton ([personal profile] brandingproblem) wrote2022-06-13 10:40 am

fucky feelings for cuttingremark

(from here)

He keeps his word. He doesn't tell anyone where Loki's hiding out, powerless. Even though he should. At the very least, Thor deserves to know, and when he inevitably finds out, Clint is going to accept whatever anger the thunder god levels at him.

Steve's gone, Tony's dead, Nat's dead, Bruce is...happy and content with his life and doesn't deserve that dropped on him frankly. So. That's all the OG crew accounted for. The new crew would obviously have heard about Loki, but that's not the same as actually being present fighting him or his forces. That Scott guy doesn't count, either. Like, would they do something? Maybe not if he hasn't actually done anything and doesn't pose a threat.

NYPD might have a few choice words, but. Clint tries very hard not to get noticed by the local LEOs if he can help it. Loki isn't really their jurisdiction, and SHIELD is...more or less out of commission even though it still works in the shadows, where Fury and Hill are. Wherever they are.

Which doesn't mean Loki gets of scot free. If he is up to something, then it's up to Clint to suss it out. Clint's mess, as ever. If Loki really is as powerless as it seems, there are still plenty of other ways he could fuck around and cause trouble. So. His responsibility.

It's definitely not whatever lingering connection of magic that binds their minds, not telepathy, not even really empathy, but still. A connection. It might have been severed long ago, but it's as Loki implied: you don't come out of that, something that strong and strange and otherworldly, and not have there be something that remains behind. Therapy has been all well and good. He isn't angry about it, not really, and he doesn't get nightmares the way he used to, after. But also, he's not sure it prepared him for Loki being in his life again. Not just a passing glance, either.

It jumbles everything up. The same type of traitorous thought that had him pondering Loki's sleeping habits and the absurd thought of touching crops up whenever he's near. Something damn near affectionate, something starved. Something that's in Loki, too, and it makes him feel sick. Makes him feel wanting. Which makes him feel sicker.

His eyes might be clear, but his mind feels clouded. Not a great way to show up at the apartment, but he can't just let this pass by without checking in on Loki. That's most of the reason he takes these trips back to NYC in the first place. Occasionally check in on Avengers-y things, see how the cleanup of the compound is up north, catch up with a few people he actually knows. But. It's about Loki.

It's always been fucking about Loki, huh.

He raps on the door, drinks nestled in a holder. Hot tea for Loki, a spiced blend, cloves, cinnamon. Makes him think of wintertime. Makes him think of the spicy and complicated (former?) god. Coffee for himself. Peace offering.
cuttingremark: (falling)

[personal profile] cuttingremark 2022-06-25 03:10 pm (UTC)(link)
With the moment's reprieve, Loki also shucks off his own shirt. He is just about to push the skirt down as well, but Clint it back on him in a second. Soon his hands are occupied again with broad shoulders unshielded from his perfectly manicured nails. He wants to dig in, to claw out whatever piece of him is trapped inside the other. What else could call to him like this?

He lets out a groan, hips moving to allow the green lace and silk panties to slide down his legs. He bucks up again, rubbing his wet heat on the hardness in his pants.

"Not fair," he says, hands moving to fiddle with the belt there. Fuck, the things he could do with that belt. Restraint, paint, so many promises in one thin piece of leather.
cuttingremark: (hmhm)

[personal profile] cuttingremark 2022-06-25 09:24 pm (UTC)(link)
The combined sensations of Clints fingers sliding over his clit and his lips and teeth on his nipple makes Loki moan loudly. His hands fumble with the belt more, finally getting the buckle loosed so he can yank the strip out with a quick tug.

"Harder." It's unclear if he means the teeth on his very stiff bud, or the fingers working his folds. Possibly both. Sure, he's been known to enjoy a bit of pain with pleasure before, but he's never needed it. Not like this.
cuttingremark: (pleasure)

[personal profile] cuttingremark 2022-06-25 09:56 pm (UTC)(link)
That gets him to cry out even louder. The pain, the pleasure, the fullness (not as full as he could be. Not as full as he desperately wants to be.)

"Yes- fuck - don't stop. P-please don't stop." Unlike before, Loki sounds more like he's pleading than giving an order. He can't stop himself from thrusting his hips up to take Clints fingers even deeper. He can't thrust all the way to meet his hips, but his hands are in a rather advantageous spot. He grinds his palm down, cupping and squeezing the hard dick through his pants.
cuttingremark: (pleasure)

[personal profile] cuttingremark 2022-06-29 12:53 pm (UTC)(link)
The button and zipper of Clint's pants are easier to undo than the belt was. Loki still can't manage to shove them down much from his angle, but he is able to get a hand under the waistband of his underwear. He growls and gives the hard length a rough tugs.

Giving in rather than letting everything bottle up is helping with him truly not loose control, but as they sink deeper and deeper into the animalistic sensations and urges. He wants to posess but also be posessed. To hurt and be hurt. To drive the other mad with pleasure and pain and everything in between and be driven mad in turn.

As if he needs more madness in his head.

Still, in this moment, the only thing he can think of is Clint's cock inside him. The fingers aren't enough, but when he tries to beg for more all that comes out is incoherent moans as he strokes in time with thrusting fingers.
cuttingremark: (pleasure)

[personal profile] cuttingremark 2022-07-07 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
Just when he's almost found his voice again to tell Clint to 'get on with it already!' When he pulls his fingers out, Loki can do nothing but moan clenching around nothing but the sudden emptiness, his grip tightening on Clint's dick. It steals his voice again, leaving him with nothing but a snarl at the sass. Even that is snatched away by the sharp kiss and then leather between his teeth.

He bites down on the belt, giving a performative struggle against it. Of course it would be very easy to reach up and undo the bindings, but there's something about the tight pressure around his head, the weight of the leather on his tongue. It grounds him in the moment, makes everything feel more visceral and real, but also makes his head go fuzzy with need. Not just carnal need, but the need for Clint to take control, to take him and make him whatever the other wants.

The haze only increases as the archer thrusts into him. Loki doesn't even know when his hands moved away from the other's dick, but he finds himself digging deep crescent moon shaped marks into Clint's shoulders as the air is punched from his lungs with a loud moan. It's muffled somewhat by the gag, but still loud enough that if there were any neighbors in the adjacent apartments they would know exactly what the two were getting up to.

Skin gives under his finely manicured talons as Clint bites down. He can feel the blood beneath his fingertips, core clenching around each thrust trying to pull him deeper faster harder. Each motion punches more muffled whines and moans out of the god. He curses and begs, not that any of it is intelligible around the gag.
cuttingremark: (fireworks)

[personal profile] cuttingremark 2022-08-16 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Clint shifts him forcefully and Loki howls at the new depth he's able to reach. Heat builds and builds and he can't hold it back anymore. There is no denial here, so there's no reason to stop his hand as it moves from the archer's back to where the two of them are joined. The slick there lets him glide his fingers over his swollen clit in tight, rough circles. It's enough to put him right on the edge, enough that when he feels Clint spill inside him he tips over into his own orgasm, walls spasming as he moans through this own release. He feels like he's thrust from his body for a moment, floating in pure extasy as waves of pleasure crash over him.

Loki isn't sure how long it takes him to come back to himself. Not long, he would think, as the two of them are still connected. He's breathing heavy, trying to collect his thoughts as what to do now.

"Fuck."
cuttingremark: (:|)

[personal profile] cuttingremark 2022-08-16 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Loki wipes his mouth with the back of his hand after the belt is removed. The angry red lines from where the leather pressed against his skin are already fading a second later.

The noise in his head, that unending pull dragging him to Clint, driving him to tear and be torn in turn, seems to be quiet now. So he can't blame that for the relief he feels when the archer doesn't immediately get up and leave as soon as he's pulled out.

He groans, dragging a hand down his face. "He'll be utterly insufferable."
cuttingremark: (how hold on)

[personal profile] cuttingremark 2022-08-18 06:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Loki wants to roll closer, always having craved contact and softness after sex. He doesn't, knowing it would just make Clint leave faster.

"Do I really seem like I have much reason to be smug at the moment? I had no more control over what just happened than you."
cuttingremark: (eyebrow)

[personal profile] cuttingremark 2022-08-18 08:14 pm (UTC)(link)
"Not as much as it bothers you." Not at all, in fact. Clint is a handsome man, and the ferocity he exhibited was exactly what Loki needed in that moment.

cuttingremark: (facing death)

[personal profile] cuttingremark 2022-08-19 08:33 pm (UTC)(link)
There's silence for a moment while Loki waits to see if Clint will actually finish his thought. It isn't hard to tell what he was going to say next, but Loki wants to see if he has the balls to actually say it.

He huffs and turns over on his side to face the human, making sure to keep the same distance between them.

"Keep hating me. It will make all of this easier."
cuttingremark: (approval)

[personal profile] cuttingremark 2022-08-20 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
Loki's eyebrows draw together.

"It's not that I actively wanted you to fuck me before we started feeling these...urges. But you are an attractive man, so it was more the sense that I would have enjoyed it should the opportunity present itself."

He frowns.

"Ideally under more consensual circumstances."
cuttingremark: (:()

[personal profile] cuttingremark 2022-08-21 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
Loki frowns, rolling back over onto his back. The sudden openness makes him itchy. Worse than the actual itching from the drying sweat and cum.

"Feels odd having you apologize to me. Not sure I like it."

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